Happy Birthday D (best wishes by email)
Happy Birthday D,
Sorry, no gifts this time! No, I am not tired and fed up..Just that I am become weak while pretending to be strong all through the time you left. The tattoo is due (if your remember), shall get one soon though, confused about the design.
Ma asked to wish you on her behalf so 'Happy Birthday Durba'. She wanted your no. so that she could call and wish. I wasn't sure about your no. and I thought it is probably not a good idea soI skipped. She said: 'Not fair, D called to wish you on your bday...' . 'She won't ever call again' I assured her although wishing deep down that you do call...sometimes.
It's the worst feeling in the world when you want to call somebody, to wish her and talk to her but unable to..
Why is it that each time I talk to you (through mails) my vision turns blurry?
Happy Birthday once again. May you get all the happiness you deserve. I will always the cherish the 3 birthdays of ours spent with each another.
Take Care..Miss you D (you will not know how and when as long as you don't miss somebody and I still wish you never go through this)
Smile: Today and everyday. It keeps me going!
And D: just to brighten things, can I inform you something: You one positive thing of you going away is me getting a chance to travel. I go around wandering places, push myself to the limit and ultimately still wish you could be there! Naadaan Parindey...
Take Care. Best Wishes. Bye (Never in my wildest dreams thought you would go away but here I am saying goodbye)
Anirban.
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